Bit of confuse in these few days @ Saturday, September 10, 2005

I am confused...very confused...And I don't know how to control my feelings on the one I used to love last year

As I aredi mention in my old entry..sorry forgotten which month...its bou him...the sms...the mails...the.....(its all memories in my heart)

Now, what's his name(another guy) sms me everyday,I feel he is back to my side....
I received a sms in the morning yesterday....was remind me bou him,I feel bad and confused and i miss him of cos.... He greeted me in the early morning...to woke me up...
what's his name did the same thing..(he is my fren not what u think) i just feel that He is here with me oni....Btw,not to mention....the sentences in the sms was exactly the same..so this is the reason y I confused..

The situation is quite the same....i feel warm....i know its not good if I recall those days....its worst....but just a sms...doesnt mean anything..and sended by different ppl...

I just read his blog...I saw the pics that he sended to me B4,and it was purposely to shot down for me...oh no..another reason to remind me as well...
He is the 1st guy who make my heart beating fast..even now...i cant forget what he did....and he is gonna back to Malaysia in the end of the year....i scare i will see him one day...I refuse to face the truth....and...hmmp,my nerves are complicated...

Anyway, its ridiculous...to make me feel that way....

I'm complicated.

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