Wow...reached to 50 entries...

Well...I need to rest..I need time to cope my problem...

It seems that...hmm...I always convince myself to be strong and more muture to handle something is serious... Sometime, i did it...but now...its doesnt work..
Breath 1,2,3!.....ahhhh huuuuu.....no,Doesnt work...sighz

And...I must muture now,must learn how to let something go... I dun have any fun time....and...i need to holiday to shout out all my sadness and tiredness.... I am stress k....

At the same time.. I made a conclusion..After i broke up with Ex...
Nobody knows how sad I am, Actually I weak..I need someone to heal my pain..to wash my pain...
Well...I am seriously cant trust any GUys or MAN in this world..They made me pain k...They are sucks..it 99% out of 100% are BAD...

U must think that I am mad or insane....

Well,It is rediculous for me to says here...Its a real world..I know its everybody knows that..U can said that I am not Open minded or whatever shit u think that...
Since I clubbing at KL...and what i saw the Men inside were hugging some hot chicks..I know they are high...so?.I saw a man..holding some photos..I am curious and i heard he introduced his wife to some bastards....i was like....ARGGGGG....he was hugging a HOT CHICKS! ....They are juz hungary bastard..Every Men in the club are like that...

I cant believe my Eyes..THat is not A HUMAN's place...the place is SOOOOOOO dirty(u know what i mean) I feel I am dirty as well...Because i was there last friday....

So......I swear..I wont be going there for the rest of my life..

I am gonna to eat Vegie for the whole month..to Ask the Guan YIN to Clean me..

I dun have any confident to trust any guys...

I need rest...i need time to forget what i saw last friday...