lalaaaa...
freaking busy for all the time..
Monitor spoilted!..shit..bought a LCD Samsung 17"...was costed me bout RM 800.
it is expensive...
half of my salary gone!..NO hp this month. sigh

Went to Midvalley last weekends for the education fair. Which was fun,cos i met lot of fun ppl in different college. Crowded,i like it.
Besides,i am looking for a suitable college for my furher studies. Asked,Taylor's college,Mantissa Institute, Stamford KL, KDU, Open University and British council...was SUCH A wow for me babay!..haha
Especially Taylor's college,the counsellors are professional,frenly(of course la they help the college earn money)...Anyway,even though it is expensive but we get returns. get the professional knowledge.
After the fair, Shopping time!!..haha...spent so much money this month..
bought loads of girly stuff.

I am intend to study again...What?...AGAIN?..yes again. But not in Accounts field anymore.NOt interested la..what else?..
Intend to study Human Resource management. WOOT?..
Why?..because, i am working in a very strong politic enviroment firm. Which is really sucks!The conflict between the manager and workers....I think this is the reasons why. I hope that i can cope the problems in the future. Human being?..sigh..yes this is so true. so i wan to study.

Now i am quite busy to search for college to start my english class. British council not so suitable because of the timing..Which i cant to manage. so british council i gave up. Left Mantissa institute and KBU. they sturcture are good too. Thats y i am here to research lor...I got a poor english level mah...
But i was surprise for myself. I can speak quite well!..i noticed that when my frens and the student counsellor told me bou that...when i asked lots of questions in the education fair.One of the english teacher claims that i no need to attend for classes wor..(but i wan to speak like western ppl wor,no choice la..i have to go) Sommore i need to use english in the future before enrol my management course. IMPORTANT leh.

Further more..I noticed that,my temper is bad recently. really easy to get burn with some small situation. Fight with family,epecially mom and brother. oh god..
Yes,some of the situation was my fault. I have so much anger in my heart which is havent let it out yet.Some thing happened before & after CNY..The 1st time i cant handle the case. I broke up with my bf..(ex now..DUH?)..ahaha..He is the worse man i ever meet in my entire life. But i really love and like him that time,love is blind..(remind you)..He is sooo sweet ans patience before the broke. After that,All became nightmares..Too proud of himselve,self centred,always think that money is the 1st place,always think that he is the right one,no wrong,sorry,please in his dictionary. alwyas think that he is mature..Shit u la..always said ppl hurt u...BUt U ARE THE ONE LOR!!!...
I am a girl la ok?..I am not a slave la...I cannot busy one ah?...blame me like shit for nothing..I keep quiet just because i love you..i dun wanna get probs..But at last,i gave up,i Was TOTALLY UTTERLY cant stand this kind of man!..I said,this is all turn to hate!..not a point of returns!..

NVM la...who care wor. love only mah..Just a little part in our life, can manage to get another next 2 months..Get a lover just to spent time only la...nothing much for me..Love is a GAME for me already..I need love now,but all became no colour. too much thing to handle till make me feel Love is not important already.. COME ON...its a game k!...

Want to take leave next week...to go to college..
gotta be a student soon..
till the next...later