lalal..updates.. @ Tuesday, January 20, 2009
hihi peeps..
sorry for the absents...
Btw, i was having some mild depression, refuse to see anybody and dun feel like talking for all kind of ppl around my frens. Especially him.
I skip church, because too crowded and it would effect my emotional means i will freak out.
I just realise that i fall for him again..yes again wtf
Day goes by, all the feeling kept accumulated...its hurt actually. In fact, I know i cant even like him at the 1st place, he is not belong to me... I fall to a wrong person.
Well, I always keep it to myself that cannot show the feeling for him. Yes it still didnt.
He knows that I really do like him.
I get hurts because he treat me as his very good fren only...The way he talk to me is now completely different.
Besides this, I got some family prob as well ( dun worry, depressed not because of him)
Peeps, I will let myself walk out from this pain and it will heal soon.